Saturday, July 31, 2010

The waiting game

I'm waiting.

This is me around 38 weeks with ZJ.
The waiting game

I have no desire to take any pictures of me basically naked with this pregnancy. Its cold, I can't be bothered seeing myself in the mirror, let alone the computer screen.

I don't look a whole lot different - maybe a bit smaller though actually. 

I walk around in my boyfriend's jerseys and tee shirts that can't fit all the way over my belly. I live in a pink boob tube that Anita gave me when i was pregnant with ZJ - it makes for perfect wearing under those tees that just don't fit no more.

I thought it would be better this time. Knowing that I actually HAVE A SOLID DATE and all.. But really, the last few weeks are still a horrible wait!

I'm ready for this baby to be born. Even though I'm terrified of labouring again with the whole uterus rupture fun, I probably wouldn't be too upset too much if the baby decided to become before the planned date and I had to rush in for an emergency C section. I'm tired and sore. Probably not as tired and sore as I'm going to be in 3 weeks but the grass is always greener eh?

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